When You Feel Like You've Got Nothing To Give
This. The everyday mayhem of six kids and homeschooling and messes and just life. This is what it is. And it is so easy to just fall off the map. Just feet moving forward but blindly. Days of difficulty and before you know it you're lost...in life. Lost in the day and consumed with the stuff of it, and it is so very easy to just miss God. When you are busy, so very busy with the details and the dailies, you can just plain fall off this map and fall apart, and how did I get here? And where was I going? And life can just suck the life out of you. And these hands want to give, live open, live full but there are days when you just feel like you've got nothing to give. My girl she says this. In the middle of the spelling lesson, the daily meltdown, this dyslexic child screams it, "I just can't do this! I'm just a failure and I fail every single day and what is the point of doing this if I'm just going to fail again?" I know....